so it has been a while Beloveds. a long season. a hard but beautiful season. challenging. stretching. and beautiful.
moving. then working two jobs. then working four. now three. and my dad was sick. four months of hospitals and nursing homes. four months of loving him. four months of seeking to die to myself. four months of pleading with him (and pleading for him) to be reconciled to God.
things are hard these days. hard.
decisions. questions. steps. needs. wondering. sometimes wandering but feeling completely stagnate at the same time… strange.
there are these strange seasons we walk through at times. of feeling like we’ve made a mess of things… of wondering how we got where we are… of feeling loneliness… of feeling numbness… or of wishing we could be numb… of struggling to believe or remember the truth of who God is… and to remember how the Gospel impacts our lives and what it means for us.
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